Thursday, July 12, 2012

Do You?

Do you ever wake up in the morning, look in the mirror and wonder who that person is staring back at you?  Time changes everything, but it has a funny way of letting you know.  Every day seems to be the same, unchanging, normal… and then all of a sudden, one Tuesday morning, you look in the mirror and realize that every day has not been the same, now everything is different, and you wonder who that is in the reflection.  Why are they copying all of my movements? This change comes as a shock to your soul because, unfortunately, its not a gradual realization although it is a gradual process.

Do you ever think about that one thing you had planned to do ‘someday’ and think that maybe that ‘someday’ has come and gone?  Its sad.  Its worse than sad, it is a feeling that you cant describe.  You tell yourself there is still time and you can still fulfill that plan, but something inside you squeaks no.   The squeaks grow louder as you think about your responsibilities, even louder you have a job, louder still you have a house, finally screaming YOU ARE GETTING OLDER EVERY DAY.  There will always be too many excuses.  Money, time, fear, they are all there and they arent going anywhere.  Its a constant battle between your soul yearning to have a whole filled and your mind rationalizing why it wont matter if it is left open. 

Do you ever think why yes, it is true, most people are good?  Me neither.


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